kisah teh afifah syahirah

Sejak aku baca kisah teh afifah syahirah yang menjadi janda dalam masa 3 jam,hati aku tersentuh berhari hari.Entah kisah dia begitu meruntun hati aku.Seperti aku yang berada di dalam keadaan dirinya.

Bukan kerana apa kerana aku merasakan bahawa begitu sekejap Allah menduga kita.Mgkin disebabkan kita terlalu sayangkan sesuatu sehinggakan kita membelakangi Allah s.w.t ,maka Allah menarik kembali barang kesayangan kita.Sesuatu yang amat aku takuti..Dalam keseronokan kita ada kelalaian yang kadangkala kita tidak sedari.

Semoga aku meletakkan Allah s.w,t di tempat yang pertama di hati ku.....

the burdens arrive again.

this week penuh dgn tensions...sgt tensions with all the issues that arrived and sometimes like to knock my head down...sometimes it is hard to focus on the things that u want to do and without i knowing i am dissapointed my asst with my words...

sometimes i am trying to point the false to my asst without realizing that the problems came from me. when i been assign to be a leader means i have to accept all the goodness and badness.the tensions and all the frustrations that i will received.
i will try to be the iron lady who is strong with all the problems and difficulties. i want to be the coconut tree or palm tree at the beach..strong and will never move from all the difficulties.hopefully.....
The Climb lyrics
Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

skor A programme

Semalam aku dengar taklimat mengenai skor A programme because aku nak bawa programme tu dkt telecentre aku..it is a good program but the leaders make it worst.

why i said likes that because they are not focusing on the main objectives..it is so bored because aku just nak tahu how the system works not the successful stories of the leaders...work smart is the best way to success.Every body knows about that or maybe it is wasting my times.it took a lot of times about 3hours to hear about the successful stories...oh my God,i just want to know the programme only.for me,money came after but the goodness are there...the introduction...
really hope if i bring this thing to the comunity....
Wish me luck and maybe i succeed with what i believe....

Facebook tsunami...

Hari ini aku nak cite pasal facebook.aku tgh skrg org tgh giler facebook,dl myspace,lpstu friendster and now facebook..so aku pun cb2 masuk facebook and guna semua application...ermm...my komen

melalaikan diri aku..asik main jer..
byk virus..btl ke?
membosankan?ermm lebih baik friendster
aku tak tahu guna...agaknya..
sori itula aku..aku ini buta teknologi.......
maaf...

who you want to trust??

There are a lot of friends surrounding you and you simply trust someone easily with the hope that she/he is your trust frens.yes,before this i like that...i trust people easily but when in the real world especially the working area,sometimes ur friends can be your worst enemy..very disappointed with that...

It killed me a lot..sometimes i think with whom i need to talk when i have problems..sometimes when i talking to my trusted frens,she will tell others frens.the secret that should not be exposed,expose to all frens....

sometimes ur colleagues when u speak to them,they will tell ur boss...hahaa...it's happen to me a lot...

who u have to trust?? the questions remain in my head..can u trust them again...cannot....

These things happened to me a lot of times....still wondering why in their hearts,"ada hati busuk or iri hati"..it is because their race...Malay is synonym with that type of behaviors...(really???)

Every body has their goodness and badness behavior and the behavior will remains in their selves.As a frens,why some people cannot accept their badness and people always see other people badness compared to themselves...

plzla daripada mengumpt org or talking about people badness...why not u improve ur skills...hehee..
so...that's my story today......
trust people or not...i think trust Allah is the best way......

moving or stay put....

Hari ini entah la tetiba je rasa bosan dengan kerja yang di buat..entahlah mengapa...dalam hati nak cari kerja lain tapi dalam ms yang sama sayang plk kerja nii...

Sayangkan budak2 yang belajar dkt sini tp mgkin pengganti aku akan lebih baik drp aku..Tempat ini aku built from scratch..aku naikkan sampai mencapai tahap yang membanggakan diri aku...aku rs this is the best achievement sepanjang hidup aku..Masa bljr aku tak performed well but in the working environment aku rs aku blh express apa je yang aku nak buat...mgkin sbb dl aku malu tapi aku rs as human di mana ada peluang kena grab...mcm aku buat skrg


Semua kerja yang best2 dkt KL,aduss itu yang tak sanggup,klu boleh nak kerja dkt Johor,berbakti kepada negeri sendiri..Nak kerja KL pkir banyak kali...
Hidup KL tak sesuai dengan hidup aku..mgkin skrg tp siapa tahu nnti akan jadi lain plk.
so aku ttp gitula..berpendirian bahawa aku akan ttp stay dkt Johor,sehinggakan nak cari jodohpun aku nak pilih org johor..hehee...tak salahkan klu kita memilih...
Ayah mcm tak lpskan kerja dkt KL dengan alasan aku tak pandai drive..bukan tak pandai tak mahir tp aku tahu ayah aku bimbang sbb aku je anak perempuan tunggal dia..aku ini berani2 pun kdgkala takut jgk..so..aku still dengan pendirian kecuali Allah membalikkan hati aku..
kita tak tahu in the future jadi pe..So,doakan aku with my decisions.

Jamuan Hari Raya at My office

Salam

long time not updating this blog,tired..tired and sometimes felt nak resign jer..
but the burdens of working environment will come not matter what u do..so if i decide to quit,my new car...kena pkir,car,hutg ptptn and so on.so i continue this works.
so,minggu lps mmg minggu yang paling busy and the most challenging week.

So what i am busy with?
i'm busy with the hari raya aidilfitri celebration that will held at my office(already done)..before the celebration a lot of things should be done and the reason because not enough kaki and tngan,so agak kelam and kabut...hehe
so still tired with it...i will upload the picture later...no pic of my face,very sad but what can i do...hehe i am org dapur...

Like i promised before, these are the pictures that i took from the events.